Possession.

“Within the truth hides the lie... within the lie hides the truth.”

- Mukuro Rokudo, Katekyo Hitman Reborn!, Chapter 165

SYF... sux...

This entry was created on Wednesday, April 4, 2007, at 1:17 AM.

Well today the result is quite clear. We got silver agian for the third time...

Today, had a headache cause of last night nervousness... couldnt slp so went to sch n slp instead. Eng lesson was still bout buisness letter but i nv bring book so slp during lesson. PE was boring cause cannot play as wear black pants, nv bring my pe attire, jus hv to sit at one corner n watch them play floorball. 10am we are released from lesson. Went to music room n prepare n get scolded by carlton till 11.20am , he vry stressed already. Then pack up instrument n head to SCH.

At there, we arrived ahead of time n hv to wait for 1hr to go to tuning room. During our performance, errors appear. We cannot walk the way we practiced walking in school as:

1) the arrangement is totally different from wat we imagined.
2) The place is so cramped i cant even walk.

Dizi also drop when playing fei tian. Solo got alot of error from bing hong. The situation is similar to 2 years ago. Terrible... Then after tat we waited in the hall for result. Halfway, saw mr yang... HE WAS LATE FOR 3 HRS... the whole thing is over n then he came. We heard a lot of sch n some is gd like victoria n coral n some damn bad till can get cop like northview secondary sch... they play so terribly ur not sure they are really in the right comeptition. When waiting for results, the audience start to make funny noises to attract attention... damn bo liao. Soon result is out. All the result ... is same like 2 years ago... nanyang still got gold with honours, chung cheng still get gold... we still got silver... all co got the same result as 2 years ago. I felt tat this is unfair. Yesterday n the morning so many gold is given out like it is easy to get. For us, they limit it as the moe policy only allow around 15 golds or else they loss money. So little gold given at our period... wan to wack the judges up. This time lesser ppl cry. i was trying to keep a smile. However, my heart aches cause of the results.

When returning to sch, i was extremely offended by a few ppl. They finally spread the XXX issue to everybody... Carlton, ur 2 followers... hv created a terrible mess for me. Tell another big mouth darryl n he started spreading it. Now the whole bus tat i was in noe bout it. Darryl, ur FM 2007 CD is with me n i m going to break into pieces cause of wat u done. I warned u n this is wat u get. Nv crossed my limits. I resist ur stupid requires of my book n this is wat u do to me as revenge. In return, this is wat happen to u. After arriving sch, i was fuming mad n was extremely fed up. Carlton tried to tell everyone tat everybody is sad of the result n some of the ppl is still trying to increase the anger, but it is too late. It was once theoratically proven tat the whole co noe bout XXX. but now it is the fact, even the teacher-in-charge noe bout it. Once it was a secret, now it becomes a joke in co. If u cant keep a secret like tat, i not sure i can trust u with everything as a friend. I now hate to go CO cause of this matter n if u wan me to go, settle this matter immediatly!!! I cant stand it if i hv to face with this humiliation everyday. After tat, went to play soccer. Did not play match as was still mad n went home. I m quite dissapointed of the exco n the committe member this year except a few like dewei n renyi. Carlton, Jun Wei, Edmund, Melvin, Boone, Hao Qi all these got some prob...

Today isn't a gd day for me. Unfortunate events appear again n again. However, the bet for a free movie ended up in a tie. Thus, my friend n i decided to watch to relax from this syf. N recently, there is a guy who is called "...", n said ... in my tag box these few days... can u tell me who u are?