Possession.

“Within the truth hides the lie... within the lie hides the truth.”

- Mukuro Rokudo, Katekyo Hitman Reborn!, Chapter 165

Emo post sry...

This entry was created on Sunday, June 8, 2008, at 12:31 AM.

sry i m not much an active blogger... will try to blog more... haha

Anyway, i was thinking about this question these few days... why did i join nyjc tennis team...hmm well it is because i like tennis a lot... i think since sec4 lar... even though i learn for quite a long time... i was nv serious in tennis. I joined tennis when i was younger cause my parents force me to join a sport to exercise... but when i was sec 4, kind of hv friends to play with so change my mindset bout tennis. I think tat is the only reason i join tennis even though i hv CO for cca... but now there are many reasons to pull me out of it... One is my studies... my parents only allow me to continue join tennis if i score well for my exams... which is not looking gd... Another reason is communication prob... i somehow cant mix with my fellow members... tat is wat i feel... i m not bonding with them... n is no good if this goes on... i think i might quit soon... i dont wan to join a team which i cant communicate with ... wat keeps me holding in the team is my passion i guess... sry if this is getting emo... but this is true i think...

Another thing i wan to add... i think i m not making much of friends... my class not bonding well as i wanted... not talkin much with any pjc friends at all[ i hope they still rmb me :(...] in tennis n mshs friends too... i bet my sec4 class more than half of the class dont giv a damn bout me anymore... maybe is because of my attitude... not sure...

Hmm bac to my past life... let see ehh this whole week i hv been practicing tennis almost everyday... reasons cause i wan to improve as much as possible before the age group competition which coach mike ask me to join... playing U18 in my neighborhood isnt easy ... had my first n last trainin with coach remin yesterday... his style of coach is vry different from coach alvin but i think a little bit similar to coach mike i think... kind of like his coaching style :)

Oh yea i went to shufeng's house stay overnight on wed-thur... played majong n cards the whole nite till 5am n woke up at 9.30am to eat breakfast n play again with dewei, shufeng n edmund... i wan to apologize to shufeng for being such a jerk when we were playing during the morning... n to dw n edmund also... But it was quite a fun nite i guess... although i actually wan to study at there...

N today went to watch SYCO concert... pauline, zhiwen, jun yuan, lian kai, mr chew n liu jiang lao shi performing... it was vry nice... met alot of ppl at there too... nyco members, cornie, johnathans, hao qi... Then went bac home with some of nyjco members... they kind of joking with me for stoning around i think...

Tats all i guess... i hv not started mugging so i better start soon... my suona lesson is goin on well learning more stuff like suang tu n 3 lian tu... so dont worry tzw :)!!! i guess tats all...