This entry was created on Monday, October 6, 2008, at 12:20 AM.
Well, hv been slacking for the past week... my body too exhausted to do anything or study... anyway... this post will not be about my daily lousy life... more of my thoughts about the recent changes throughout the yr..
Changes always happen even if u dont wan it to... Gd n bad times has passed through this yr...
well, i get to join a real tennis team i had always wanted, met new friends n finally see girls in my sch (i m not horny or anything... jus tat see guys everyday is kinda... boring...) I get to bring my suona skills to a higher lvl tat i will nv achieve jus by practicing during cca... Tennis too... i become an assistant coach for coach mike ... will kind off... kind of slack of due to injuries n studies... hmm my life gets more meaning now i think... these changes r one of the best things tat happened for this yr n i think is one of the best through the whole yr...
Bad changes hmm... i got physically weaker... my body is starting to degenerate(lie...) ... ok my spine gets weaker than before n i cant play tennis or sports without trying to suppress the pain on my hip... everyday feeling painful when i sit, stand, walk... getting even more lazier in my studies than my sec sch... not doing tutorial... skip lectures...(dont tell teacher or i get killed) n screwing up my pw... My social life is like shit now... everyday always got co, tennis, studies, leadership roles(i m not doing my class presidnt job well...) causing me to hv less rest n even time to do my studies n it gets worse nxt yr n the end of the yr... All my friends r starting to get into a relationships i think( tat is a gd thing.... i think) .... Jus recently i heard of another of mine got into one ... nv tell me till now... :P... Anyway, i not doing much about my social life... i thought when i get out of my sec sch... i can enjoy my life than the dull life at sec sch... it didnt n it becomes a whole lot harder... I dont even hv the time to think about girls or relationships... not like i m complaining or anything :P... it is jus tat i m quite depressed bout it....
(cause SHE had already gone for someone else n i jus put a fake smile to her relationship... inside im heartbroken n felt shit..)Well i guess tat is all... dont get emo after reading this post k?(if it reali does cause it...) I m now hoping tat i can change all this fate into better ones...
profile: reach my prismic soul.
JX aka Jun Xi.
31.12.91
17 going on 18
187cm
Ai Tong Pri Sch: 1D/2D/3D/4D/5F/6F
Maris Stella High: 1A/2I/3D/4D
Pioneer Junior College: o1OG20/ 08S17/ o2OG08/09
Nanyang Junior College: OG22, CT0810
MSCO/ NYJCO:
SUONA, Sheng
NYJC Tennis
likes: passionate love.
>SLP
>HANG OUT
>MOVIES
>ANIME & MANGA
>COMPUTER
>TENNIS
>PLAY MUSIC
dislikes: ...hate it.
TROUBLESOME STUFF
SPICY STUFF
SEAFOOD
SCOLDINGS
PPL WHO BEFRIEND FOR MONEY
BACKSTABBERS
ASSHOLES
wishlist 2009: unconditional desires.
> Pass ALL EXAMS
> Loss weight till 78kg, then 74kg
> Get into 'A' division Tennis team(Failed as sprain ankle)
> Train my suona till higher lvl
> PS3 ^-^
> More Gundam models
> New Clothes
> New Shoes
> New Laptop
> New Tennis Bag
> New Handphone(again)
> Totally modify my desktop
> An external harddisk