Weight= 82.1 (Last measured on tue)
Well... i guess i would not be posting my weight cause i hv to stop my diet due to some circumstances.... at the end i cannot break the 80kg barrier....
Well... my life has been like a roller coaster these few days... my ptm did not went well... n now i sprained my ankle badly 2 days ago... now i cant go for a div cause it takes a month to recover... all those effort i spent on trainin ... hoping tat could at least try to compete for a div r now wasted... like drama rite?! Someone train so hard at the end could not compete due to a simple injury... tats me now... i was so sad tat day... after got scolded by ***** bout it... was :'( in my room .... hating myself for makin this fall n ****** for not even caring bout my feeling now... n now this few days **** keeps givin me lectures n made me feel as if i was there to get gd results n not as a human being.... so angry.....
I m now stuck at home for 2 days liao.... i cant even walk properly... n hv to go chinese sensei for acupuncture n massage to help reduce the swell on my leg.... was damn painful...( n i hate needles....) i cant even walk out off my bed much.... n i even hv to sit down to climb down the stairs... felt like a handicap... i also hv to catch up on my studies for the maths test nxt mon n phy n chem test few weeks later.... i wan to go to japan n i hope my test result would prove my family n my teachers tat i can hold my studies.... n keep tennis .... even though is useless after a month i hv to step down for exam... My diet is still on... but eating more than usual since i stay at home n i nd the food to recover first.... i cant exercise or even walk to at least help to reduce the weight from increasin again... this sprained ankle also cause my diet to go in vain cause i sure increase bac weight for the nxt one month.....
Oh yea i wan to thx zhipeng n tiansheng for helpin me get to the sensei ... they spent their time to accompany me while receivin treatment ... thx alot... n thx to ppl who wish me well... i will try to recover soon...
Damn sad these few days... damn unlucky these few days.... wish tat all these days would go by quickly.... :(((((((((....
This entry was created on Sunday, April 5, 2009, at 10:28 PM.
Weight= 82.7
Broke the 83kg barrier... but is not hanging out... still fluctuating... 74kg wont be a dream anymore if i can hold on.... but i guess i nd to change the remainin fats to muscles or else i will jus be flabby n not fit....
I m so freakin damn pissed to the EXTREME for the past 2 days!!!!!!!! I wan to like scream out loud at ******** tat u nv listen to ppl's opinion or anything.... n always think of the negative of a person.... N U ALWAYS THINK U ALWAYS RITE!!!! U become like tat towards me after *** N tats why ****** hv ur *********.... n his ******* say so.....
Sry i cant revel wat is ******s cause it is a private matter n ***** would soon noe bout it if i type it out......
Well i finally say out wat i wan to say tat is stuck in my heart.... i reali hate goin **** partialy cause of U! I now stay most of the time at sch so tat i can concentrate on my study without getting disturbed by my laptop n seeing U!
Anyway PTM did not go well for me... kinda bad n i most work hard for this whole month in order not to quit tennis, to go japan, n get my butt kicked by *******.....But it givs me a motivation to start studyin i guess.... Yesterday was so bad talkin with ***** tat i cried due to the anguish in my heart.... He stopped me before i go for my coaching.... makin me hv to tell uncle mike at the last min i cant come....
I cant even type a proper blog post cause of ***** .... guess i stoppin here.... so damn F***in pissed......
P.S.: So many ******* haha!
2 days to my hell day....
This entry was created on Wednesday, April 1, 2009, at 11:52 PM.
Weight: 83.1kg
Jus broke the 84kg barrier.... vry hard.... keep fluctuating but at the end break n almost close to breakin the 82kg barrier... but jus ate a chicken cutlet rice.... wan to see got much effect... Anyway i target liao... 74kg is my ideal weight liao.... n it mus be weighed after i eaten my last meal for the day.... +-0.5kg bah...
2 days to my hell day... urs can guess wat is it... after tat... there will be many changes to my life....
Nthing special today i guess... cant blog much.... tml got phy spa n alot of chem hw... so hv to go off liao bb....
profile: reach my prismic soul.
JX aka Jun Xi.
31.12.91
17 going on 18
187cm
Ai Tong Pri Sch: 1D/2D/3D/4D/5F/6F
Maris Stella High: 1A/2I/3D/4D
Pioneer Junior College: o1OG20/ 08S17/ o2OG08/09
Nanyang Junior College: OG22, CT0810
MSCO/ NYJCO:
SUONA, Sheng
NYJC Tennis
likes: passionate love.
>SLP
>HANG OUT
>MOVIES
>ANIME & MANGA
>COMPUTER
>TENNIS
>PLAY MUSIC
dislikes: ...hate it.
TROUBLESOME STUFF
SPICY STUFF
SEAFOOD
SCOLDINGS
PPL WHO BEFRIEND FOR MONEY
BACKSTABBERS
ASSHOLES
wishlist 2009: unconditional desires.
> Pass ALL EXAMS
> Loss weight till 78kg, then 74kg
> Get into 'A' division Tennis team(Failed as sprain ankle)
> Train my suona till higher lvl
> PS3 ^-^
> More Gundam models
> New Clothes
> New Shoes
> New Laptop
> New Tennis Bag
> New Handphone(again)
> Totally modify my desktop
> An external harddisk
affiliates: The endless connections.
tagboard: Mix the words up.