Possession.

“Within the truth hides the lie... within the lie hides the truth.”

- Mukuro Rokudo, Katekyo Hitman Reborn!, Chapter 165

This entry was created on Sunday, February 28, 2010, at 10:40 PM.

Dont think will be bloggin anymore... cause too lazy haha... n also not safe to write some stuff... bb blogging....

Life's Ups n Downs...

This entry was created on Sunday, January 31, 2010, at 1:10 AM.

HIhi... sry... was kinda tired from the hk trip so did not blog for quite a long time.... Anyway will conclude wat i did in HK! Basically, the last 2 days... was kinda slacky... woke up around 1-2pm for the last 2 days 25/1-26/1..... Then would eat abit of bun b4 goin to eat dim sum at some chinese restaurants...One below my house at 25/1.... One at Po Lam where my grandma like to go... Now i realise why some hk ppl are not fat despite they hv so much nice food.... They sometime only eat 1 Meal!.... Like they go eat high tea like crazy at 3-4pm.... n they dun eat anymore... like my grandma... but she still fat lol...

For dinner time, went to eat the same chinese restaurant at Po lam for hotpot with my eldest auntie n her family n my 2nd auntie... Ate a lot of beef n veg tat day... kinda scared i put on weight after the whole HK trip :P.... Talk with my uncle alot during the whole dinner time.... like tennis, life n stuff... Then ate dessert at a famous store nearby....

Oh yea, u noe i got this aunt who is the hk distributor of the famous ba gua store in spore... mei zhen xiang... see my family keep use this to get free food from the store... damn cheap skate haha.... but still haha...

On the last day 26/1... kinda pissed... went bac to s'pore with a shitty feeling... cause i felt my family is givin my sis a lot of freedom n authority... n i m like left out like shit... Forget bout it... Tat is why i cant stay still at my house....

27/1... Went bac to NYJC to see 0810 classmates.... and ask bout my sis appeal to nyjc... somehow she still got into Acjc... n she hate it there.... N BLAMES ME FOR IT?! Cause i make a casual comment sayin tat JC mite start around 9am... which mine did last yr... n her jc starts at 7.30am... so she hate the travelling time n wakin up early... I feel damn irritated bout it... n i still help her with her appeal despite my displease with her... Went to see CO mates also... saw new juniors from DSA n many ppl... they are preparing for the concert which is help in april... would be helpin to play zhong yin sheng cause there are too many suona juniors liao.... n not a single sheng player left except jessica... sad case sia... but i afraid i mite not be able to perform.. cause jus nice still in confinement in NS... now tryin to find a way to get a day off to help perform... Then went with my class peeps to eat at sumo house for dinner b4 playing arcade.... lost to james in jubeat :'(...

28/1... Went to orthopedic specialist at mt alvernia... N was given a depressin news... My congenital deformity at my spine disk... is actually quite serious... 1.5 yrs ago... another doctor said tat it was jus a small deformity where a small edge of my spine disk is missing... thus easy to cause disk slip.... but now this doctor said tat i actually lost 1/2 of the spine disk... causing the lower part of my back to be deformed.... n physio mite not able to cure it... to cure the pain... is to undergo a major surgery where they cut my spine n add new bones into it... side effects is tat my back will be stiffer n i cant be as agile as b4... he ask me to find another specialist for his opinion... one who is a spine surgeon... Once i listen wat he said... i was totally feelin shit... for the whole freakin day... i either be pain for life... or be as stickpole for life... my rest of the life feel damn shit already... Then went to many places after tat to escape this depressing feelin... to novena to eat lunch with my mum at hk cafe... to orchard to borrow a prince rebel team racket from far east shopping center... to city hall to look for new earphones n find the dance studio at SMU... WILL BE STARTING DANCIN FROM NXT MON ONWARDS!!! FOR THOSE WHO THINK I CANT DANCE, WATCH OUT :DDDD....

then to bugis to find the orange jacket n shoe i found in hk... but still to no avail... Then lastly to raffles place to find my uncle workplace tat i m supposed to work at ther from nxt mon onwards... but was kana rejected the last minute yesterday... sianz hv to find a new job again... will try to find a suitable job... to work for a month or so.... then to yck lastly to book tennis court for 29/1 cause their freakin hotline nv answer.... LIKE FOREVER!... so irritating....

29/1... Went to play tennis with RJ n james.... at yck tennis court... was damn hot tat day... kana sun burn on the face geez.... then went to eat at kopitiam "nearby"... Then went to amk to accompany rj return his library book... saw an old friend at the bus stop there... but i dont think she rmb me... cause nv say hi... Received a call from Queenie Wong bout my sis appeal... asked bout why she come ny despite enter acjc n other stuff.... hope she dont dig bout me from LKK... or else my sis will sure kana blacklisted.... :)....Then went bac to sch to help out CO again... many new juniors came... n make the whole suona group even bigger... n still no sheng haiz.... zhiwen came bac also jus to collect scores... Seems she has been working the past month...anyway ate dinner with the juniors till damn late b4 return home... There is another relationship tat mite develop in CO again... haha... lets hope it goes official... will not say much or else i will get killed :D....

30/1... today woke up early to send my grandma off.... she goin bac to KL to check up on my great grandma.... Then was hangin around thomsan plaza durin lunch time... My dad returned.... which kinda made the rest of the day kinda depressing again... cause he immediatly gave me the talk bout how i m stupid... Lazy... n not helpin my sis in her sch selection... N bout how my back pain is actually my fault for not sitting properly... well guess i will nv be rite in his eyes so i nv think his words are always rite either... Then went bac to far east shoppin center to return the racket... Then find my way to tanglin tennis court which is like a damn ulu place...to try out the new wilson blx racket n some babolat rackets organized by tanglin tennis school n TFN... Liked the feel for the six-one pro... n the pro drive gt roddick version... kinda like heavy rackets now... N met alot of pros there... n played with some of them... gained alot of experience there....

Then went to wheelock to buy slipper.... but vry limited options for my big size foot.... so went to heeren... which also hv limited options... so went to cine leasure which i finally found wat i wan... An orange Slipper :D bought it... I also found an orange bag which look damn cool also... will save money to try to buy it :DD... Then went to 313 to hmv to buy an orange headphone... ATH-ON300 by audio technica... not reali like to it... but it is quite gd for its price...will post the pics of the things i buy tml... Then went home

Recently... i had gone through a lot of thought bout my life... How i m goin to live with my back prob... A lvl results which i m not confident with... wat m i goin to do after i got my results... n stuff... even how i feel bout relationships... i thought of someone... but seeing how i m now... i m so not in the position to make any advancement... Her standards are so far away from me... Her studies, her family status, her personality, her looks... furthermore my terrible looks n incapability to open with ppl tat not close to me jus pulls me away from everythin... Wished i hv the courage to take the 1st step... i always loss the courage to do many things... thus makin me loss alot too... when i m in sec 4... jc1... n even now.... guess my lonely life continues...

TAG PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

HK trip part 2...

This entry was created on Sunday, January 24, 2010, at 11:08 PM.

Yoh bac again to blog bout hk trip yesterday n today...

Yesterday actually hv planned quite a few events with my cousins... but screwed up alot... one is the movie... we suppose to wake up vry early to watch a morning movie cause it is cheaper... at 9.45am... but woke up at 9am... n when we r all done, it was like 9.30am... which is freaking late... at the end... so watch a movie at mong kok.... which is The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus... kinda hard to understand the movie fully... but the graphic gd... n johnny depp rox! After tat, went to tennis store to see can get anythin like a new racket.... but the price was not much different from singapore... so did not buy anythin... Walk around sneaker streat to find an orange shoe n also a converse shoe... Walk into a lot of store n found alot... but also quite ex... cause i think is quite new... so at the end bought a converse canvas shoe...

Then went to central for brunchner (breakfast, lunch & dinner) at 4pm... Ate ramen... which is reali quite gd... finally saw a decent lookin girl there... but has a bf already... i wonder why i always nv get to see much chio bu in hk.... maybe i stay at far end of kowloon... rarely ppl go... Though i saw a girl which look quite gd too in sch uniform n a comfortable tall height 2 days ago... but i only catch a glimpse of her... so not reali sure......... WTF m i talking bout girls?!

Then went to Cotton On to buy more clothes.... bought a blue top with a hoodie... looks vry nice so bought it... Then went to IFC to buy yogurt to eat n went upstairs to watch the view... After tat, went bac home to meet up with terence n played a few games n drinks b4 slping

Today, did not do much... vry boring... though watch a show which is quite gd called operation love... am watchin now....

At the end, i spent my whole hk trip buyin damn lots of clothes.... The list goes:
3 T-shirt
1 Shirt hoodie
1 Scarf hoodie
1 Jeans
1 Converse shoe
1 Mac Doremon Pig for James
1 2lb of candies for Andre....

Spend a lot lar.... anyway PLS TAG!... would be nice to liven the blog.... Once again... if anyone nd anything pls tell me asap... cause i going bac s'pore soon... BB

Hihi from HK

This entry was created on Saturday, January 23, 2010, at 12:24 AM.

Ok... sry for not posting again for a long time... lazy to continue the previous blog... so i jus giv a brief account wat happen... met up few peeps, went for hotel... nice hotel n prom... louse prom king n queen selection... take photos... went kbox at cineleisure ... camp outside plaza sing till mrt start... go home... Photos of prom can be found at my facebook acc....

Then the past few wks n months were quite fun... mostly goin out n stuff... mahjong n band heroes... asked for freelance modelling by ppl thrice... from 2 different companies... but did not go for it... cause it i hv to pay a large sum first to create a profile which i m not willing to pay n my dad disagree with it... So did not take up the job... i m not gd looking anyway... wat is the point...

My bday was quite shit... due to various reasons n cork up... but i wan to thanks jlau n kaijie for at least taking time to come down n celebrate with me n also suyi for comforting me due to the lousy bday.... Also i wan to thank these ppl for their wishes... THX!:

(Not by any chronological order)
Zhiwen
Sherlynn
Herman
Zihui
Dewei
Andre
Jing Yu
Suyi
Veron
Kaijie
Pinli
wan xian
Kaijia
Steven
Audrey
Melanie(TPJC...dont noe who is she but thx!)
renyi
james
wen leng
alina
chee chiang
Kai Jie
Jlau
Chun Hao
Janice
Felicia
Cheyenne
Jack
Yuxin
Aaron Ang
Lynette
Catherine
Marlene
Shu min
Chun Fui
Jessica
Fangyin
Ming Wei
Shiqian
Royston
Jonathan Tan
Benedict Choh
Jolene
Michelle
Peiyi
Renjie
Szehan
Elysia
Wen Ling
n more... sry if i forgot some of urs.... it has been already 3 wks since my bday liao....

Congratz to chee chiang n fang ying for announcing them going steady despite everyone noeing...

N thx to jing yu, suyi n andre for the presents.... appreciate it :D

Oh yea i broke my speedport black racket :((((.... cause was so pissed when i play a match against kenneth... where i was like 10cm away from the net n i still can smash into the net.... Now finding other alternatives... hope is something orange...

Went to Gentin a wk ago with my class... After a few persuasion n proposals... he finally allow me to go... but hv to use my own money... which i lack... so i end up hving a $100 loan with him... It was fun at Genting... abit sian sometimes here n there... but it is cool... Forced to take two rides in the theme park... Was stunned for a few minutes after each ride... Im nv goin to take again.... Also i hate their stupid weight limit for some rides.... despite losing weight i still cannot take the ride... which is like max 70-75kg... I would be like bones if i lose till tat... If yao ming is there, he cant take anything.... :(
Photos are also at facebook... But caught a serious case of cough at there :(

When i returned from genting... my sis asked me to accompany her to Hong Kong to enjoy her last holiday b4 her sch start... but it was kinda last minute n crashed with my class 0810 chalet... which cause alot of conflict n stuff.... Like booking tickets....

Anyway, my sis score qutie gd for o lvl... n choosing her sch is a bit troublesome cause she wan to go nyjc... but my family wants her to go acjc.... she quarrel till like dont even wan to study for a yr... at the end... she put acjc as first choice n nyjc as 2nd... but still regretting putting acjc as first choice... ACJC shirt nice wat....

So went for class chalet at aloha loyang on mon-tue 18-19/1 ... was kinda stupid n fun the first day... bbqin n stuff... celebrating cheyenne bday n wanxian belated bday... playin drinking games with Absolute Mango... end up yujie is totally drunk n octave become bloody red all over... n me totally sober despite drinkin quite a lot too... 2nd day abit sian... cause everyone too tired to do anything... played mahjong though... lost $3... sian... my first lost of the yr... geez.... hv been winning alot the past few months.... my luk tat day mus be bad.... then hv to go home early cause hv to pack up to go to hk on wed early in the mornin... Pics on facebook too!

SO.... after so much rubbish... i m now in HK! Well took the plane in the mornin at 20/1 wed with my sis, vry little on board though... arrive hk in the afternoon... took a long bus trip back to grandma home to stay... then met up with my cousin michelle to eat hotpot at home... b4 i drop dead to slp...

21/1... Woke up damn early... so played the comp abit n went to buy bread at the shoppin centre below the apartment for breakfast... ate lunch at a hk style cafe.... similar to like s'pore hawker center where selling cheap food... ordered my favorite instant noodles with luncheon meet n egg... then went to apm with my sis... bought a few gachapon... n found alot of things i wan to buy....but waiting to find a cheaper one at mong kok which i will be goin tml.... like an orange adidas jacket n an orange nike tennis shoe... Went to a shop called bauhaus where i bought my jeans most of the time... was introduced to damn lot of clothes... which some are nice.... at the end bought 3 shirts, 1 scarf hoodie n 1 jeans.... n my sister bought some clothes... but when we saw the price... tat cause my heart n head to feel dizzy the whole day... HK$4559.... like S$850+... which is like WTF LAR.... 8 pieces of clothes for tat is ex... could not even afford at all... at the end got my aunt to come from somewhere else to help as discuss with the shop keeper to get a higher discount n help us pay for the bill... at the end become $3800+ after using free vip discount n membership card... which is still damn ex to me... made me feel damn shit for the whole day... Ate all u can eat jap buffet for dinner at Yau ma tei... n bought milk tea at there... which was quite ok... cool flavors like caramel.... then went to my cousin house to hang out n visit my aunt n uncle b4 goin bac home....

22/1... today, had to wake up early to go to immigrations... cause my ic expire... ate at another cafe again n ordered my favorite noodles again with egg n beef... nv feel tired eatin tat... the immigration was kinda stupid... was slpin during the waiting time... n also the process is damn fast... wasted alot of time waitin only... Furthermore... from now on... i hv to come bac hk every 3 yrs to keep my PR... WTH! Walk around with my sis at Tseung Kwan O.... to see any gd stuff... like the orange converse shoe... at Tseung Kwan O plaza... wan to buy but nv... Then went to little aunt house at nite for dinner... met up with my other cousins terence n bo heng.... drank abit of beer n played abit of mahjong... totally forgot how to play hk style mahjong.... rules are abit different.... but still manage to win abit against pros like my uncle n aunt who are playing high sets n still win... n they r damn fast... 1 match can be over in like 2 minute... Hell rite.... I manged to win a 4tai for a match an two 1tai... then went bac home....

I will post some photos wat i bought in the blog or facebook soon... If anyone nd me to buy something in hk... pls msn me! or post on blog... I will be goin back on 26 so tell me b4 tat... PLS TAG!!!!!! Will discuss some other things tml... bb!

Prom, job encounter...etc. PART 1

This entry was created on Sunday, December 20, 2009, at 1:16 AM.

OK! IT IS TIME TO BLOG MY ULTRA SUPER LONG BLOG POST!
Well, First up will be talking about a lvls...

Well, For a lvls, which is over around 30th nov... quite a blast though... some subjects i m quite confident in is chem... Maths partially confident... Econs, phys n eng is doomed i guess... not say i did not do well... but is guaranteed not to get A so is damned bad... especially physic... i totally screw up paper 2... It is very elementary... n i jus blank out... dartz... but wat done is done... jus wish result will be sufficient for me to enter NUS or SMU.. or else bb Singapore after NS... will try out HK since i hv PR there or Japan...

Prom was a blast i guess... First, i will talk bout the preparation for prom... Let see...

25/11: Went for a haircut at reds saloon by suzan in the morning... 1wk b4 prom to let the hair grow nicely... After tat meet up jlau, kaijie, suyi, n jlau's friend : steffi n caitlin at far east plaza... was kinda late cause lost my way... did not buy anything there but almost buy the full set at a store... the auntie mouth vry glib... say u handsome n blah blah blah.... say i look like the koren guy in the f4 korean drama.... but she say the title wrongly which end up becoming a joke.... n tell the 3 girls in the group to consider me lol... 1 of them jus met me nia....n keep let me try a lot of stuff... At the end, escape from the store as jlau said the things too ex...

Then, went to shaw house to eat pepper lunch... for lunch, by then caitlin left.... thought she seems quite ok... n she dress quite hot... but definitely not photogenic... haha... Well... then went to bugis junction to find some clothes.... met up with some friends there like jinjia... Alot of nyjcians where there... cant stand the urge to shop till a lvl ends haha... I bought my reddish pink shirt n my white pants there... took quite sometime to find... there is one orange shirt i like at there... but was too small... if only i was not tat big size... Would definitely buy... kaijie also bought a bow tie there... after much convincing... pity he didnt wear it for prom. :( would be quite funny haha.... After tat visited illuma raffles city shopping center to find my belt, shoe n jacket... but was unsuccessful.... especially shoe... all dont hv my size ... By then we were all damn tired of walkin n like half dead.... n steffi hv to leave... She was a reali great help with my prom stuff.... Great image consultant if she pursue for the job haha... Then went to marina square to find... finally find the jacket... but was too small to button... but it still looks ok... so bought it... By then, all of us r dead... jlau even say tat after spendin n wasting so much energy n time n MY prom stuff... i will win prom king... n mus share the price with the group... haha will nv win... cause i dont hv looks n the charisma... Then meet up with hui quan to eat at food court b4 leave for home....

My dad was pissed off with tat day cause i went shopping till damn late n still smacked btw the a lvl period... Well like he was nv happy with wat i do anyway... There will be more complains bout my dad for this post... see how much he kills my life...

1/12: Meet up with renjie in the morning to eat breakfast at sengkang... he was 40min late... not surprised but vry sian... ate at mac n chat... suppose to pass me his racket but he forgot to bring...haiz... anyway after tat meet up at jlau's house to see him play raikon for a while b4 heading out to bedok to get his black pants altered... took a long time to find the store.... n there is also the waiting time... so we walked around... buy lucky draw n stuff... then head out to queensway to alter again... n for me to find shoes n belt... found a decently lookin belt... but did not buy initailly cause i m comin again at thu... so decided to buy it as a last resort... then went to ikea eat swiss meatball... yummy .... So did not buy anything at the end... sian... except for a big yellow tweety bird for my sis's bday... cost $62 >.<... damn ex... but she like it... tats gd...

2/12: Went out with my class to buy prom clothes, met up with royston, renjie n nigel at orchard mrt first n walk around ion to wait for cheng long n andre... then head to far east plaza to find prom clothes again... did not find anything i wan though... met up with james there.... then we head to ps to play arcade.... Saw this new gundam arcade which was like a dream come true for me... but was damn ex... is like a stimulation game for gundam n was damn cool... gundam fan dream game...haha... played daytona which i got last position for the beginner mode but 2nd for advanced mode... lol... then played jubeat for 2-3 rounds... which is a damn fun game... got addicted to it liao haha... then went to buy shoe at ps... finally found my shoe... but took a long time... including changin into my white pants to see it fit... At the end, hv to leave early to celebrate my sis's bday... which was a bit sian... reali nothing to do... haiz

3/12: meet up with renjie at serangoon... to go to queensway to restring his racket... n then went to buy the belt tat i saw 2 days ago... finally bought finish my prom clothes.... then went to eat around queensway sc at mac... b4 collecting heung kin n his racket... then went to ikea to buy hotdog hahah... b4 goin back to sch to play tennis with heung kin, andre, renjie n james... wanted to watch zombieland with liesel n friends but did not at the end... cause was forced to go back for family dinner.... damn irritating cause my dad nagged me again during the dinner.... rrrr..... but lucky did not go watch movie either... underage... cannot go in haha....

4/12: Finally the prom nite... Reali did not do much in the morning n noon... was jus starring at my laptop feeling sian.... After tat, changed into my prom clothes n waited for my dad to hitch a ride on his car... but he keep wantin to take pics... which make me sweat a lot n had to on the air-con in the car full blast to cool myself down... he sent me to central to get my hair styled by suzane at reds saloon... around 4... Took a pic after styling...

n then i took an mrt to orchard to far east plaza to meet up with my class peeps... was freaking weird in the mrt cause ppl keep staring how i look... damn embarrassing...

Ok damn tired n late liao... i will continue the story tml.... keep u in suspense haha! TAG PLS!!!!

Back... with a whole new look!

This entry was created on Wednesday, December 16, 2009, at 1:32 AM.

6 months liao! Finally got feel like blogging... jus changed new blog skin... vry similar to previous to the old one cause created by the same person... HITMAN REBORN ROX!

Anyway i will blog more bout wat has happened the past events... mostly bout prom... end of a lvl... some recent stuff... n some stupid encounters i hv the past few weeks... TML! Cause tml i got interview for a job... so no time to blog now... job details also explained tml....

START TAGGING! I wan my blog alive again! (if is any alive in the 1st place...)

Oh ya, Weight:78.2kg
Jus to continue wat is stopped halfway... i havent gain weight bac... shows the diet is a success... n i now i aiming for 76kg... After checking with my bmi n stuff... Despite many ppls recommendation to stop liao... However, i decided to use exercise to remove the last 2kg of fats.... cause i seriously lack of muscles... k go liao.... TAG AH!

Long time nv blog....

This entry was created on Tuesday, June 2, 2009, at 11:59 PM.

Weight: 78.8kg

Haha it is a long time since i blog... partially lazy, my internet connection had been cut off for 2-3 weeks.... like crazy n always use sch internet... or else gprs... n during the past few weeks it is chionging SYF for CO and Skill A SPA for my sciences... anyway CO GOT GWH FOR SYF hahaha... kinda late though... it has been a month liao... but finally break my silver curse... invited to play for syf closing cermoney.... cant wait for it.... oh yea n i m still talkin bout my weight.... haha actually i increased weight to 78.8kg... i m siao already rite... lose so much.... well i actually got more to go....

Dont wan to talk the past stuff liao... will take forever... so i goin to talk bout today.... n then i will try to blog more often :D....

Today, meet up with renjie to get his brand new racket!.... the feeling is always great.... for him anyway... waited for him at srg mrt n then head to queensway... along the way... giv me stupid advices bout *ehem* which obviously i hv no hope in.... i did try.... by seems not interested n not working.... i feel like givin up :(.... Then we went to the usual store i string my racket n help him find a racket... at the end he choose a wilson six one too..... why everyone like to use wilson.... six one somemore.... it is the six-one 95.... so we restring the racket to the poly msv hex string i constantly used n tried out the barbolat xcel power soft synthetic gut string tat aaron used... seems vry gd....

Then we walk around queensway for awhile to look at some shoes n bag... since both my tennis shoe n bag hv wear n tear badly.... wanted to buy but seriously no money sia.... stupid treat i hv to giv to my guanyue section cause we got gwh.... shld not hv make the promise at all...

after tat we went to ikea to eat lunch... Saw alot of nyjcians there.... i think i even saw the j1 tennis girl captain there.... well i overspent at there i think... then went bac to collect our rackets n renjie say wan to try out... so we went bac to a club near my house which has a tennis court to try out.... LOVE THE NEW STRINGS :D!.... like the feel alot... generates alot of power.... played with renjie a bit.... but then my bac starts to hurt again.... is like WTF!!!! Now it has evolved to a new prob.... if i jus do any intensive exercise.... it will act up immediatly .... mite recover the nxt day.... but it has not recover for a week liao..... no.... i dont wan to suffer pain for so long again..... so at the end we did not rally tat while since i can play 70% of maximum standard.... cause i hv to move alot n use my waist alot if i use more than tat n it will hurt my bac even more.....

Well tats all i guess.... my room is under repair... cause my stupid dad wan the free polish tat his friend offer i think... so they r now polishin the floor of my room which makes my room damn dusty :(.... I also cut my freakin hair :( damn ugly..... look like some pri 1 boy.... all because my fringe disturbs me when i play tennis.... i decide to cut it off.... now so shit....

I will be quite busy the nxt few days...
4-5 jun : Tennis Camp
6 jun : CO outing plus syco concert
8-10 jun : NYCO chalet....
Hv to buck up on my studies..... so many activities...

I fall in love with tennis....

This entry was created on Sunday, April 19, 2009, at 11:28 PM.

Weight= 80.9kg...

Well i finally manage to stand properly now... so i thought of weighing myself to see how much i hv gained.... Turns out... i reduced... LOL.... mus be due to the hopping around with my crutches... vry tiring....

Anyway... I will jus briefly describe wat happen the past few days...

Wed- Went to eat dinner with the co after co prac today... Had a quarrel with ****** after dinner.... i finally shouted at him.... cause i cant stand it anymore.... but then nv did it again i guess.....

Thur- Stayed bac at sch to help build the wack a human mole machine for the carnival on fri.... I think i will upload the pics for the carnival n preparation in facebook if wan to see.... It is me who suggest the idea for the class... got this idea when i went to yjc carnival last yr... Kai li stall is also wack a human mole.... thinkin bout it gives me some bad memories bout tat guy who shouted at me for wackin so hard....... N some happy moments durin the carnival like the haunted house n wacking benedict choh n stuff.... :D I wonder how is kai li n benedict choh doin... shld organize a 6d reunion pt immediately after a lvl.... get everyone bac together again ....

Fri- Watched our tennis team play against SAJC tennis team... say brandon who is an old childhood friend.... but i dont think he rmb me.... neither did i rmb how i met him.... We lost though 4-1.... but it is a gd match cause we manage to put up a gd fight against SAJC... or they... cause now i bai ka.... cant even play tennis... only can be umpire.... Oh yea n this SAJC guy is freakin shit i tell u.... i told u it is out or in... TAKE IT!!!! Insult my judgment for wat.... I tell u if u ever cursed me or something, I immediately giv u court violation using curse words n make u even more pissed off.... But i saw how much effort my team played ... i wan to play tennis so much... n against these ppl... my heart feeled pumped up... damn how much longer then i can play tennis again :(

Then after tat went to watch my class stand.... did not earn much like only 29 dollar like wtf... sian at least we tried making a store... so i want to thx the class for at least tryin to help out for this sl project.....

I guess tats all... tml will be leavin sch early to go vjc for a div... can see dewei :D.... will post soon!! n THANK YOU! for all the ppl who wish me fast recovery... i m recovering fast i guess...( spent alot of money on chinese sensei... or else waste money)....

Swollen like balloon....

This entry was created on Monday, April 13, 2009, at 11:56 PM.

My leg still havent recover till i can dont use the crutches... but hv to return to sch... so went bac to sch with crutches n ppl keep askin me the same qn... wat happen to my feet.... sprain lar.... Anyway, after the last lesson i realise my foot become swollen like a balloon... n is damn red.... dunno wth happen... n also it hurts like crazy.... so decided to go see the chinese sensei immediatly wat happen to my foot.... conclude tat my sprain is vry bad n some veins were torn n those alot of blood cannot flow out of the foot... furthermore... the bruises came vry late n it is everywhere from my foot till 30cm above my ankle.... damn bad.... so went bac home after changing medicine to rest my leg....

I wan to walk again... is damn tiring to use the crutches.... thx octave for helpin me to push me to the chinese sensei on a wheelchair... n returnin it back...

Lives like a drama sometimes...

This entry was created on Thursday, April 9, 2009, at 11:25 PM.

Weight= 82.1 (Last measured on tue)

Well... i guess i would not be posting my weight cause i hv to stop my diet due to some circumstances.... at the end i cannot break the 80kg barrier....

Well... my life has been like a roller coaster these few days... my ptm did not went well... n now i sprained my ankle badly 2 days ago... now i cant go for a div cause it takes a month to recover... all those effort i spent on trainin ... hoping tat could at least try to compete for a div r now wasted... like drama rite?! Someone train so hard at the end could not compete due to a simple injury... tats me now... i was so sad tat day... after got scolded by ***** bout it... was :'( in my room .... hating myself for makin this fall n ****** for not even caring bout my feeling now... n now this few days **** keeps givin me lectures n made me feel as if i was there to get gd results n not as a human being.... so angry.....

I m now stuck at home for 2 days liao.... i cant even walk properly... n hv to go chinese sensei for acupuncture n massage to help reduce the swell on my leg.... was damn painful...( n i hate needles....) i cant even walk out off my bed much.... n i even hv to sit down to climb down the stairs... felt like a handicap... i also hv to catch up on my studies for the maths test nxt mon n phy n chem test few weeks later.... i wan to go to japan n i hope my test result would prove my family n my teachers tat i can hold my studies.... n keep tennis .... even though is useless after a month i hv to step down for exam... My diet is still on... but eating more than usual since i stay at home n i nd the food to recover first.... i cant exercise or even walk to at least help to reduce the weight from increasin again... this sprained ankle also cause my diet to go in vain cause i sure increase bac weight for the nxt one month.....

Oh yea i wan to thx zhipeng n tiansheng for helpin me get to the sensei ... they spent their time to accompany me while receivin treatment ... thx alot... n thx to ppl who wish me well... i will try to recover soon...

Damn sad these few days... damn unlucky these few days.... wish tat all these days would go by quickly.... :(((((((((....