Weight: 78.8kg

Haha it is a long time since i blog... partially lazy, my internet connection had been cut off for 2-3 weeks.... like crazy n always use sch internet... or else gprs... n during the past few weeks it is chionging SYF for CO and Skill A SPA for my sciences... anyway CO GOT GWH FOR SYF hahaha... kinda late though... it has been a month liao... but finally break my silver curse... invited to play for syf closing cermoney.... cant wait for it.... oh yea n i m still talkin bout my weight.... haha actually i increased weight to 78.8kg... i m siao already rite... lose so much.... well i actually got more to go....

Dont wan to talk the past stuff liao... will take forever... so i goin to talk bout today.... n then i will try to blog more often :D....

Today, meet up with renjie to get his brand new racket!.... the feeling is always great.... for him anyway... waited for him at srg mrt n then head to queensway... along the way... giv me stupid advices bout *ehem* which obviously i hv no hope in.... i did try.... by seems not interested n not working.... i feel like givin up :(.... Then we went to the usual store i string my racket n help him find a racket... at the end he choose a wilson six one too..... why everyone like to use wilson.... six one somemore.... it is the six-one 95.... so we restring the racket to the poly msv hex string i constantly used n tried out the barbolat xcel power soft synthetic gut string tat aaron used... seems vry gd....

Then we walk around queensway for awhile to look at some shoes n bag... since both my tennis shoe n bag hv wear n tear badly.... wanted to buy but seriously no money sia.... stupid treat i hv to giv to my guanyue section cause we got gwh.... shld not hv make the promise at all...

after tat we went to ikea to eat lunch... Saw alot of nyjcians there.... i think i even saw the j1 tennis girl captain there.... well i overspent at there i think... then went bac to collect our rackets n renjie say wan to try out... so we went bac to a club near my house which has a tennis court to try out.... LOVE THE NEW STRINGS :D!.... like the feel alot... generates alot of power.... played with renjie a bit.... but then my bac starts to hurt again.... is like WTF!!!! Now it has evolved to a new prob.... if i jus do any intensive exercise.... it will act up immediatly .... mite recover the nxt day.... but it has not recover for a week liao..... no.... i dont wan to suffer pain for so long again..... so at the end we did not rally tat while since i can play 70% of maximum standard.... cause i hv to move alot n use my waist alot if i use more than tat n it will hurt my bac even more.....

Well tats all i guess.... my room is under repair... cause my stupid dad wan the free polish tat his friend offer i think... so they r now polishin the floor of my room which makes my room damn dusty :(.... I also cut my freakin hair :( damn ugly..... look like some pri 1 boy.... all because my fringe disturbs me when i play tennis.... i decide to cut it off.... now so shit....

I will be quite busy the nxt few days...
4-5 jun : Tennis Camp
6 jun : CO outing plus syco concert
8-10 jun : NYCO chalet....
Hv to buck up on my studies..... so many activities...

Weight= 80.9kg...

Well i finally manage to stand properly now... so i thought of weighing myself to see how much i hv gained.... Turns out... i reduced... LOL.... mus be due to the hopping around with my crutches... vry tiring....

Anyway... I will jus briefly describe wat happen the past few days...

Wed- Went to eat dinner with the co after co prac today... Had a quarrel with ****** after dinner.... i finally shouted at him.... cause i cant stand it anymore.... but then nv did it again i guess.....

Thur- Stayed bac at sch to help build the wack a human mole machine for the carnival on fri.... I think i will upload the pics for the carnival n preparation in facebook if wan to see.... It is me who suggest the idea for the class... got this idea when i went to yjc carnival last yr... Kai li stall is also wack a human mole.... thinkin bout it gives me some bad memories bout tat guy who shouted at me for wackin so hard....... N some happy moments durin the carnival like the haunted house n wacking benedict choh n stuff.... :D I wonder how is kai li n benedict choh doin... shld organize a 6d reunion pt immediately after a lvl.... get everyone bac together again ....

Fri- Watched our tennis team play against SAJC tennis team... say brandon who is an old childhood friend.... but i dont think he rmb me.... neither did i rmb how i met him.... We lost though 4-1.... but it is a gd match cause we manage to put up a gd fight against SAJC... or they... cause now i bai ka.... cant even play tennis... only can be umpire.... Oh yea n this SAJC guy is freakin shit i tell u.... i told u it is out or in... TAKE IT!!!! Insult my judgment for wat.... I tell u if u ever cursed me or something, I immediately giv u court violation using curse words n make u even more pissed off.... But i saw how much effort my team played ... i wan to play tennis so much... n against these ppl... my heart feeled pumped up... damn how much longer then i can play tennis again :(

Then after tat went to watch my class stand.... did not earn much like only 29 dollar like wtf... sian at least we tried making a store... so i want to thx the class for at least tryin to help out for this sl project.....

I guess tats all... tml will be leavin sch early to go vjc for a div... can see dewei :D.... will post soon!! n THANK YOU! for all the ppl who wish me fast recovery... i m recovering fast i guess...( spent alot of money on chinese sensei... or else waste money)....

My leg still havent recover till i can dont use the crutches... but hv to return to sch... so went bac to sch with crutches n ppl keep askin me the same qn... wat happen to my feet.... sprain lar.... Anyway, after the last lesson i realise my foot become swollen like a balloon... n is damn red.... dunno wth happen... n also it hurts like crazy.... so decided to go see the chinese sensei immediatly wat happen to my foot.... conclude tat my sprain is vry bad n some veins were torn n those alot of blood cannot flow out of the foot... furthermore... the bruises came vry late n it is everywhere from my foot till 30cm above my ankle.... damn bad.... so went bac home after changing medicine to rest my leg....

I wan to walk again... is damn tiring to use the crutches.... thx octave for helpin me to push me to the chinese sensei on a wheelchair... n returnin it back...

Weight= 82.1 (Last measured on tue)

Well... i guess i would not be posting my weight cause i hv to stop my diet due to some circumstances.... at the end i cannot break the 80kg barrier....

Well... my life has been like a roller coaster these few days... my ptm did not went well... n now i sprained my ankle badly 2 days ago... now i cant go for a div cause it takes a month to recover... all those effort i spent on trainin ... hoping tat could at least try to compete for a div r now wasted... like drama rite?! Someone train so hard at the end could not compete due to a simple injury... tats me now... i was so sad tat day... after got scolded by ***** bout it... was :'( in my room .... hating myself for makin this fall n ****** for not even caring bout my feeling now... n now this few days **** keeps givin me lectures n made me feel as if i was there to get gd results n not as a human being.... so angry.....

I m now stuck at home for 2 days liao.... i cant even walk properly... n hv to go chinese sensei for acupuncture n massage to help reduce the swell on my leg.... was damn painful...( n i hate needles....) i cant even walk out off my bed much.... n i even hv to sit down to climb down the stairs... felt like a handicap... i also hv to catch up on my studies for the maths test nxt mon n phy n chem test few weeks later.... i wan to go to japan n i hope my test result would prove my family n my teachers tat i can hold my studies.... n keep tennis .... even though is useless after a month i hv to step down for exam... My diet is still on... but eating more than usual since i stay at home n i nd the food to recover first.... i cant exercise or even walk to at least help to reduce the weight from increasin again... this sprained ankle also cause my diet to go in vain cause i sure increase bac weight for the nxt one month.....

Oh yea i wan to thx zhipeng n tiansheng for helpin me get to the sensei ... they spent their time to accompany me while receivin treatment ... thx alot... n thx to ppl who wish me well... i will try to recover soon...

Damn sad these few days... damn unlucky these few days.... wish tat all these days would go by quickly.... :(((((((((....

Weight= 82.7

Broke the 83kg barrier... but is not hanging out... still fluctuating... 74kg wont be a dream anymore if i can hold on.... but i guess i nd to change the remainin fats to muscles or else i will jus be flabby n not fit....

I m so freakin damn pissed to the EXTREME for the past 2 days!!!!!!!! I wan to like scream out loud at ******** tat u nv listen to ppl's opinion or anything.... n always think of the negative of a person.... N U ALWAYS THINK U ALWAYS RITE!!!! U become like tat towards me after *** N tats why ****** hv ur *********.... n his ******* say so.....

Sry i cant revel wat is ******s cause it is a private matter n ***** would soon noe bout it if i type it out......

Well i finally say out wat i wan to say tat is stuck in my heart.... i reali hate goin **** partialy cause of U! I now stay most of the time at sch so tat i can concentrate on my study without getting disturbed by my laptop n seeing U!

Anyway PTM did not go well for me... kinda bad n i most work hard for this whole month in order not to quit tennis, to go japan, n get my butt kicked by *******.....But it givs me a motivation to start studyin i guess.... Yesterday was so bad talkin with ***** tat i cried due to the anguish in my heart.... He stopped me before i go for my coaching.... makin me hv to tell uncle mike at the last min i cant come....

I cant even type a proper blog post cause of ***** .... guess i stoppin here.... so damn F***in pissed......

P.S.: So many ******* haha!

Weight: 83.1kg

Jus broke the 84kg barrier.... vry hard.... keep fluctuating but at the end break n almost close to breakin the 82kg barrier... but jus ate a chicken cutlet rice.... wan to see got much effect... Anyway i target liao... 74kg is my ideal weight liao.... n it mus be weighed after i eaten my last meal for the day.... +-0.5kg bah...

2 days to my hell day... urs can guess wat is it... after tat... there will be many changes to my life....

Nthing special today i guess... cant blog much.... tml got phy spa n alot of chem hw... so hv to go off liao bb....

Weight=84.1kg

Short, Sweet ... I like it.... N sry i m not ppl's person n hv low self esteem.... I nv expected to be liked or anything....

Weight= 84.6kg

Going down slowly... no choice... i m almost at the limit of my diet.... i m trying my best to reduce... but i still nd the energy... n i almost hv no time to find time to eat my 6 meals.... everyday there is lessons... cca... yar n i nd energy to exercise.... so is hell....

Today is kinda stupid.... Arrive to sch early to do hw.... then hving lecture n lessons.... durin gp lesson... was hving break so was going to toilet when i saw this ben stiller ....board thingy on the staircase... It was him in a security suit in Night at the Museum n was damn cool... it was left on the floor of the staircase n i thought it look cool.... is rare to kinda get these stuff... so brought around with me in sch today... my class is hving fun with it so dont mind.....

Oh yea there this new sandwich machine outside lt4.... at first i thought someone is inside playing a prank like Gotcha... cause i nv see the machine before... but after i saw tat someone bought sandwiches from it... i let a sigh of relief.... tried a bit from friend... felt it taste not bad at all... so went to buy for 1 of my meal today.... but decided not to buy again tml cause i think it is too fattening....

Oh yea thi ha mite hv pox.... i think..... cause i saw his hand is full of blister like stuff which is a symptom of chicken pox.... pls be alright.....

I brought the ben stiller board to the coffee shop with kaijie, suyi n renyi after their co prac to eat dinner.... get my poster a sit then after tat went to order food.... the uncle ask kaijie order wat drink n ask why nv order for ben stiller haha! ok lame... but it look damn cool... now it is in my room... thinkin where to put it.... ok i gtg liao tired bb.....

Weight= 84.9kg

Finally broke the 85kg barrier.... hard to do so... i break my diet alot of times.... but still try to maintain the diet.... like minus wat i eat after i break.... finally i broke the 85kg barrier.... but is not obvious.... cause is only like 0.1kg.... would not say i break it officially but for the moment i got break lar.....

Sch is reopening soon... there are still so many hw i hv not finish (especially redoing 9 tutorial.... is vry impossible.... with block test paper too) so hope i can finish it before it is called up....

Yesterday had clayshooting somewhere at the west for pe enrichment.... It was kinda fun.... cause i nv shoot a real gun before.... but kinda scary cause wat if i accidently shoot someone or someone shoot me 0.o..... but i keep missing the target...... nv hit a single one.... i kinda keep close my eyes went i fire the the gun... or i only open 1 eye to see the target.... cause i m left master eye right handed.... i cannot aim with left eye open.... cause it is inaccurate.... thus the target is seems smaller.... Jlau even able to hit 1... while suyi 2...

Then when return to sch... went to check out co.... i entered jus when co ended.... ding lao shi saw me n giv some sacarstic remark of my extremely "late" arrival.... anyway... went to eat at the coffee shop outside zhonghua again for lunch with the co peeps... Then went to take bus with zhiwen, zihui, jlau n estelli.... after tat went with jlau to expo for the adidas expo sale.... wanted to buy a new bag or shoe or tennis stuff.... n jlau wans a new jacket.... at the end all sold out.... was extremely dissapointed.... then we check out the robinson sale.... but we did not buy anything also cause it is extremely crowded... Then i went bac home.... suppose to go coaching... but last minute cancelled due to raining again.... Boring....Shld hv gone to eason.... i nd to get something for my zhong ying suona bf liu lao shi come on wed.....

I guess i hv to rush there immediatly tml after maths remedial.... Hope my diet can end soon.... reach 78kg faster pls :(....

Weight= 85.1kg


Going to break the 85kg barrier liao... actually i thought about it n decided to hack with the idea of maintainin 85kg before heading 78kg.... since i can resist the hunger temptations... why not put all at one go n reduce to 78kg n try to maintain it as much as possible... so diet plan will continue till like a div start... cause i nd energy during matches... so cannot eat too little during a div....

Anyway, today i kinda break abit of my diet... but it did not increase much my weight... affect bout 0.5kg....( if u wondering why i can measure in 1.d.p..... i got a cheap electronic balance at home so i measure everyday when i woke up.... cause it is my real weight without any food tat i eaten affected) cause today went out with jlau n zihui.... went to east coast park to find them.... they wan to suntan... but i dunwan.... so wan to do hw during tat time... at the end non of us brought...( i thought jlau would bring cause suntanning is so boring....) So we went cycling around ECP for 2hrs... We rented bike n a double rider bike n a normal bike... the double rider bike is so hard to ride... cause is kinda hard to balance 2 ppl on a bike... cause different center of gravity...but is kinda fun.... Around 2pm... there is sunshine n jlau can finally suntan... but only for bout 1/2 hr.... which is kinda little... but it has a bit of tan on him....

After tat, we went to watch the movie Detroit Metal City at GV Tampanies... wanted to watch the movie since last yr so i drag jlau n zihui go watch.... although it is not as funny as i thought it would be but it is quite gd... considering there r some things in the comic book tat is impossible to copy into a movie.... kinda regret bring jlau to the movie cause he keep saying kao which the subtitle in the movie write when the actor say F***.... n keep making screaming etc. etc.... N I ate a hotdog n nacho cheese n a large cup of ice lemon tea.... tats why i say it break my diet plan.....

We went to eat at bedok after the movie.... ate chee quay, abit of rice n veg for me at the hawker centre.... they sell the chee quay i like alot in chomp chomp but closed down.... N tat is the 2nd time i break my diet in a day.... Cannot continue diet if i keep going out with jlau they all... :(.... ok but is fun today.... nv hv so much fun for a while liao so bb.....

Oh Yea! Got this pic from zhiwen today! took this pic during last sat co games day! This is a family potrait of the NYCO exco members! or at least more than half of it! Enjoy!